Anzio Beachhead
      I fondled my new '03-A1 and hoped I would never have to use it.  The weapon is obsolete but I liked  the bolt action. I was a hunter at home and old '03 weapons from WW1 were 'sporterized' and prized for  hunting deer.  My hunting was at home was different, in comparison to where I was at this time.

      I'll bet if I shot high into the air inland the bullet would land behind the German lines. They were doing that to us.  There was sporadic fire from their 20 mm rifles. And of course the German 88 and  anything they had was firing at will. Now and then the German artillery got lucky and hit an ammo  dump which would burn as the shells in the ammo pile would explode shooting wildly into the sky in all  directions in a Fourth of July display for hours into the night. I'll bet the German artillery observer was  doing hand springs! Our artillery returned fire round for round. Our Howitzers were dug in every where  you turned your gaze it seemed. Long Toms blasted at targets suggested by the forward observers on  line. Our artillery had small Cub airplane spotter craft radioing target positions. I wondered how they  could expose themselves to the enemy.
    I wasn't familiar with the precautions necessary when under the plain sight of observers from the
  other side. I needed to 'relieve myself' and walked out of sight of the other soldiers.  I heard a snap or  two.  I remembered how bullets snap as they pass close by. I learned this in the target pits at Camp  Roberts. Bullets go through the sound barrier and snap like a thunder clap. I still wonder how the bullet  could come from that distance.  I took cover in haste.  No use taking chances in wonderment.
   Some time during the first night I was taken to my A&P platoon position on line.  All that is dim to  me at this time since nothing ceremoniously happened and there were no land marks to remember  because it was dark as the ace of spades.
      No time was wasted for any ceremony.  The platoon leader gets your name and you are on duty. The  first night was going out with booby traps and mines to lay in no man's land. No man's land !! I couldn't  believe that I was only a few hundred feet away from German Machine guns. Now and then the  Germans would fire flares which hung for what seemed like hours floating down on a small parachute.   The magnesium burning lighting up a large area. If we heard pop of the flare being shot up by the  Jerries we would drop to the ground and try to maintain a low profile.  Some times the Jerries would  open up with their machine guns at the same time of the launching of the flares. The Jerry machine gun  tracers were only a few feet above the ground. In between each tracer is about five other slugs. You  can easily figure how close you were to the Jerry gun barrels by the trajectory of the tracer.  If it is  traveling on a flat trajectory you know danged well you are in within a few hundred feet of the machine  gun position.  It wasn't wise to answer their fire to give away our position.  We were there to lay mines and our own trip flares.  We were armed only with our rifles or carbines. One other deadly booby trap was the "BOUNCING BETTY" which looked like a small hydraulic jack. When the enemy stumbled over the wire the booby trap would rise about shoulder high and explode. It was very lethal and deadly.  On one night when we were  laying mines, one of our GIs was arming the mines. This required pulling of the safety pins on each mine or booby trap which allowed the cap to be triggered and the mine to do its dirty work.
 Pvt. Winfield A. Doner,  bent over a mine and pulled the pins.  The detonator was either faulty or Doner was careless in the  excitement of the night.  The mine exploded and killed him. He is buried on Anzio.  Our buddy  P.I. (Paul) Thome has visited the grave on several occasions.
                                                DEAR JOHN
      I wasn't acquainted with many of the A&P members. I slept alone in a cold foxhole with just one  blanket. I was very miserable in many ways. There was never any mail for me from home and I awaited the most important letter-- from the girl I left behind. That day finally came.
    The orderly hollered MOHAR and I was stunned when he gave me a barracks back with the bottom part filled with letters! OH BOY OH BOY! Now I can be replenished by reading some mushy stuff in a letter from you guess who.
    I separated the letters according to postmarks and decided to read the last one first. Here it was! A dear John I could have died on the spot. Such a feeling of hopelessness over came me. But I sure didn't bawl. I had a reverse reaction. I was mad! To think that I was at this distance with the mail and communication at less than a snails pace. What the heck could I do now. I decided to reconstruct the case as I read the oldest post marked letter. It finally came out. The 'old lonesome bit' and it's been a 'long time' crap. Plus later there was an Air Force guy with a cute cap, that snowed her. By golly I hope he got her! I just read the letters and tossed them into a little fire we had. At that time if a shell would have come in and got me I wouldn't much have cared--naw --that's not true. I just kept on feeding the fire and the flame went out. Is there a song in this somewhere? Later I wrote her a scathing letter which she said 'made her cry'. In some of the words I used, I said, "oh well, I couldn't have trusted you when the Iceman came anyway".

      I got acquainted with a guy named Tanner.  I think his first name was Clair. I understood he was from  Kansas, a farm boy who had everything in his bag. We nicknamed him "barracks bag Tanner".  He had  an extra blanket and a shelter half. We dug my hole out a bit wider and stretched the shelter half over  the top. We covered the edges with dirt and left one opening to crawl into at whenever we were told it was 'bed time'.  We found some straw and spread it on the floor. The hole was only about a foot and a  half deep. The shelter half was only inches above our noses. Old  Tanner was like a furnace that night. I slept like a log that night for the first time. In the morning the top of the shelter half was white with frost.
      As I said, I wasn't well known and vice versa.  Each night we had to go out to finish the job or start a  new one. You followed the soldier in front of you bearing your load in your own grief and sorrow and  loneliness. On one night it was raining (as usual) we went through several scares with the flares while on the mine laying mission in between the lines.  There  was a little lull. I was feeling goofy and I went up to PI THOME and with my nose almost on his lapel, I  asked in a whisper,  "Is that you"? and he answered, "Yah, that's me". I said "Oh".  From then on that's  how we'd greet each other. P I (Paul) Thome and I were good buddies after that dumb exchange while in between the lines.
   Italian mud is slicker than any other mud in the world! We were dug in by an old farm house. There  was a small stack of hay and a chicken house.  We chose to dig in beside a creek bed which afforded  the best protection against shell fire and the sight of the enemy.  I went up to the house to ask  someone if I had any mail--in the day light but the day was obscured by heavy rainfall. One GI named  John Surriano another named McLean went along.  There was no mail so we began to return to our  foxholes. A shell came in and we started running. I was following McLean.  He ran around the hay  stack and a shell round hit right on his tracks. It is said that a shell wont land in the same spot twice.   Ha!  Surriano behind me yelled, "NO NO NO!" and I responded by skidding on my ass in the mud. My  M1 barrel digging into the mud.  I was spinning my feet like Warner Brothers' (Disney maybe) road runner in reverse, I  got up just as another shell landed in the same shell hole where I would have been at that time! I owed  Surriano my life!  He couldn't have known but his instincts saved me!  Surriano was almost 38 years old  and had a large family at   home.  Several of Our Platoon were married and had families at home.
   At this location, there was a 109 Messerschmidt in the field where sheep were grazing. I dared one day to sneak out to the plane. I  chiseled off several nomenclature plates for souvenirs. I scribbled notes in the aluminum and sent them to the girl I left behind. Much to my sorrows now. They were really valuable mementos to me.
    It wasn't long when a hungry GI decided that one of the grazing lambs would make a good meal. So he went out and shot one. He dragged it to our foxholes and skinned it out with the help of Tanner who had all the necessities in his bag. I found a bent up copper kettle in a junk pile. With my trusty hatchet I banged it back into useable shape. We sure should have checked it out better than we did. We boiled some of the meat in the pot to make a possibly edible stew using a canned C ration for flavors. When it was done we sampled the stew. It had a strangely incorrect taste and odor. The pot I found was an old 'thunder mug'. You can imagine our dismay.
        This story could go on endlessly telling of nights such as I just wrote about.  The drudgery
continued for weeks and weeks, carrying barbed wire, laying it and building a defense line. Please note  that the German army was at near full strength and their defenses were growing more and more  menacing.  They were building up to toss us back into the sea like at Dunkirk. Our defense was built up  by GIs like our Platoon. Night after night trudging over the open fields with tracer bullets sweeping the  fields as we trudged along loaded down with every thing from machine gun  ammo to great big heavy boards for building a command post or a special bunker.  When we'd unload  our loads we'd bring back the dead GIs on stretchers carrying them with loving care. Wondering whose  mother's son were we carrying.  When will we be carried and will the stretcher bearers have our concern  and care.

      The GIs we felt most concern for were those in the front line fox holes and the machine gunner doing  constant dueling with the Jerry gunners.  The worst of it all is when the Officers ask a sergeant to form  a patrol to test the German defenses. The patrol goes out through the mine field and engages the other  side for a brief fire fight which  erupts into a battle usually. Those GIs can't have lived through many patrols.  When a 'fire fight'  occurred our platoon picked up the bodies of the German dead and carried them back to a central point  where the GRO (Grave registration Officers) made records of them.  We handled their dead with a great  degree of respect.
   The German army launched a counter attack to shove us off the beach.  We withstood it somehow. I  can't write down the accurate dates and times.  It was noisy and frightful.  When there was a lull, we  went out into battlefield to retrieve some GIs to help the Medics.
        On one such night we were told there was a GI with every bone in his body broken.  The mystery of  how our squad leader found the wounded GI, I'll be danged if I know.  I just have to say Sergeants are  heroes.  A German tank was firing its 88 over our head all the time we were edging up towards the GI.   When we got there the GI was making weird sounds and yelling, "I cant see, I cant see". we didn't need  the announcement that we were under the Jerries' noses.  Some how we got him out of there under the  constant firing of the 88. The shell would go over our heads a few feet with a sucking sound and crash  into trees or what ever. Our jeep was parked in that area, but didn't get hit. There was also a German  soldier equally badly wounded. His screaming seemed to be begging us not to kill him. He was lucky to  have the same priority as the nearly dead GI. On every move of his body the Jerry yelled. I suppose  that the medic hadn't given him the usual dose of Morphine.    So went the nightly events of the A&P platoon on Anzio. More of it happened as the weeks grew  into months of the stalemate.  As we were loading the stretchers on the jeep, we heard hob nailed steps  behind us.  Out of the darkness came one lone German soldier. He had a blanket and a loaf of bread in  his folded arms.  As he came up he was saying in German over and over again, "Kreig fertish!  Krieg fertish".  "The war's over the war's over".  One of our platoon named Palermo grabbed him by the  shoulders and twisted him in reverse direction and actually booted him in the ass, and said ,"get the  hell back-we ain't got room".  But somehow we did bring him in. I wonder who got the loaf of bread.

      The time was about February, 1944.  In one of our central areas there was a walled-in small city or  farming complex with all necessary equipment to withstand and sustain a siege.  It was called "CAMPO  MORTO".  In Italian it means "camp of death'.  There were underground tunnels and a central well  which provided protection and essential water for a long time siege in medieval days for preservation against raiders.  I don't think this complex was a Mussolini project.  Our outfit was pulled back to stay  at Campo Morto at times for reasons unknown to me.  It was a target for the German artillery. They hit it  constantly. I have to tell you this.  All civilians who wanted to evacuate could leave but there was one  stubborn family who chose to stay.  We were in part of the complex which was some sort of a mill.   There were paper sacks of lime or cement which I used to form a fox hole of my own for added  protection. Near where I made this foxhole was a small window. The civilian family sat around a  smoldering fire keeping warm and over which they cooked. The smoke tried to find it's way out the  window which became a target!
      The family had a baby which was constantly crying. I just knew it had Malaria. It bawled and
  bawled.  We didn't bitch but we offered what ever we could to comfort the old man at the fire and the  wife and others. We used the fire too to warm a ration or the water for a cup of coffee.  We made the  coffee from our instant coffee in the army rations.
      I can recall the wife and grandmother, sitting on a chair cutting up a loaf of rye bread into a pot. She would make a bread soup to stretch the bread to its limits. At times we gave them some of our rations. They were stubborn and would not leave the Anzio beach head. Our ships would have hauled them away somewhere.
     The cooks bought a cow for the meat. We actually had a veterinarian who checked out the edibility--for TB and other diseases. It was not edible he declared--. Somehow I had to help dig the hole to bury it. A big cow and a big hole.
    Also one other memorable thing is that some of the engineers had a mascot--a big goose which quacked away. It was very friendly and not afraid of humans. Some of the guys even brought a monkey from some place and kept it with them in the rear echelons. I wonder what happened to the goose. It was almost human so I believe they would not have cooked that goose.
    I saw these animals when I was being instructed by the engineers in some of the demolitions. Also I was shown how they made napalm. They could jelly gasoline for the use in a flame thrower which we were being taught how to use when we approached the German positions on the day we would break out. I was amazed at the function of a flame thrower. I  was hoping I would never be chosen to use one of them. Fate led me away from that danger somehow. The flame thrower was heavy enough just to pack on your back, let alone having to use it.
    Dangerous details were given us when we were 'at rest' in the pines. We roamed the beaches and picked up dud shells. We piled them and then detonated them. Once on another detail, We heard an ANZIO ANNIE SHELL tumbling in the sky toward us. It sounded as if a jeep was being tossed at us. Then yet another. It landed on the other side of a sand dune in the midst of other GIs sweeping mines. I headed for the nearest foxhole for cover and I jumped the last few feet. I landed on top of a Lieutenant! I apologized," sorry about that"- but he knew why I jumped in. I saw a dud which the engineers defused. It was as tall as a man and about as big. They stood the shell up so all could see.
     Once a squadron of British spitfires came over head returning to base from a raid. One was trailing smoke. The pilot bailed out when he reached friendly territory. He landed in our company area. His plane buried it self not far away. I went to take a look.
    I could fill pages with events such as these. There's a story between every line.
                                               STALEMATE
      In early March of 1944, the battles to shove us off the Anzio beachhead seemed to have eased off a  bit into a stalemate--some stalemate, I'd say. The artillery dueled constantly and our defenses seemed  to be holding us in a fixed pattern.  The movement from sector to sector seemed to allow us to settle  into a nightly tiresome routine of   carrying supplies and laying barbed wire and mines and of course carrying the dead from between the  lines after a "fire fight".  Sometimes the GIs in the fox holes on the first line of defense would drag the  bodies out for a closer pickup.  We really thanked them for that.  Most often the GIs, who were  squatted in their front line fox holes, would   tell us thanks for bringing the cans of water and ammo to them.  They actually felt sorry for us standing  there in the night obscured only by the darkness.  Now and then a sporadic Jerry machine gun would  open fire and when the tracers would come nearer and nearer we'd have to crowd into their holes till the  Jerry on that other side would satisfy himself.

      Maybe what triggered the Jerry Machine gun to firing was a noise out in No man's land which might  have been one of our patrols "scouting' the German defenses. Our machine gunners would retaliate just  to show them our ability to counter them. It was a stalemate in that sense.  The same fox hole and a  place to go for a crap. Think of it!  There were times the helmet had to be a "thunder mug". It also  served as a wash basin. It was a very private piece of equipment. It was a brain bucket too.
   No day time relief at all!  I can remember the weight of the ammo on my neck. Sometimes we'd load up  a stretcher and carry the load that way.  The handles of a stretcher can cut into the shoulders with  fierce intensity after a couple hundred yards.  It was necessary to have good team work to keep the  load balanced. As for me, however I would opt to carry my load like a jack ass. I would use a tent rope  and make a sling to carry several canisters of machine gun ammo over my neck and shoulders.  The  rope was a problem but I could survive that pain. I'd drape bandoleers of M1 ammo over my neck and  shoulder draping it under my arms.  I could then carry some thing else in my free hands.  When  Machine gun tracers would come near, I could fall down under the fire in a clatter and heap but then I  could more easily get up to run a bit further before the tracers would retrace the open terrain.  Often  times a GI rifleman would share a candy bar with us,  they were the  real brunt o the war. We couldn't out of conscience accept a candy bar from them. But--at that time we  were most exposed. We knew that when it came time to go on a patrol, they were the ones who we'd  likely carry back to the Grave Registration point after the next skirmish.

      On one such routine night, we retired at about 3 in the morning to our barn which we occupied.  The  barn was a typical farm barn attached to a farm house which had two stories.  The barn smell was tolerated by the farm family in the house of the Italian farmer.  It was a necessity of farm life on one of Mussolini's land  recovery programs which was the entire Anzio area, complete with drainage ditches and other canals--which came handy for us most of the time. In the "EL" of the barn and house was a Half track parked.  It had a large antenna and a radio system  to serve the artillery observers who occupied the upper story.  They were spotting targets and using  the radio back to the artillery positions.  This wasn't a good arrangement for us but we didn't consider  it. After a little snooze in our blankets on the cow barn floor, we'd awaken one by one. The smell of  body odors and the emanating gas was a fact of life, something to laugh about and object to in a  friendly way.  Next to me on my left was a GI named Italiano. He showed me a Beretta pistol he was  carrying in a clumsy shoulder holster.  On the right was Paul I Thome originally from Washington  State.  He was a very studious person having had some college in The University of  Idaho.  He kept a  diary.  He wrote letters constantly as did I.  Next to P.I. Thome was Edward Sudell from Greenwich  Connecticut.  I knew just a few more of the men. Palermo, Tillie, Harrower, Cpl. Gleue  (Kansas), Carpenter.  After writing letters, I had to leave the building for the usual call of nature  compelled by the dysentery.  I just got plain "Good and Mad " at my situation and I just had to take action  in my own behalf.  So I decided to make a 'sick call'.
    The Medics were situated in another farm house a  hundred yards down the road. I dashed out of  the barn and went through a hole in a rock wall. I crossed a narrow black top road and jumped into a  drain ditch which was about ten feet deep.  Drain water flowed in a steady stream. I followed down the  drain and I saw several dead German soldiers. I was curious and sought souvenirs. On one of the  Jerry's was a small holster for a pistol. The pistol was gone. I followed on further to cross back over the  narrow road and into the Medics station. There I was treated for my problem of dysentery. The  medication was a shot glass of a drug called PAREGORIC".  They said, "down the hatch" and in one gulp cowboy fashion, I swallowed it.  Then I was given huge sulfa tablets and urged to drink lots of water. Ah!! maybe  soon I'd be able to crap a hard turd.  I'd be more in control.  The medic said, "come back at about 4PM  and I'll give you another dose of Paregoric--meanwhile take these sulfa pills (as big as small cookies)  and drink lots of water.
    I went back up the drain ditch to the barn. I noticed that the Lieutenant was in a personal dug out on  the banks of the drain ditch.  The barn was across the road and could be seen from his dug out. Up to  that point I had never seen the Lieutenant to his face. His orders were delivered to our non-coms by  Sergeant Leonard, a career soldier,--he had all the stripes a sergeant could wear.  He could be named  SGT.GRUFF.  Most all the A&P GI's were awake and after they ate a can of rations and whatever other  food--not much more than "C" rations--they mostly got out their writing kits and wrote a letter home.
  No one would hardly dare to step outside except in the emergency call of nature.  We had a slit trench  behind a stack of hay.  If you ran to the trench in the right direction you would not be detected by the  German spotter.  The house and barn obscured their line of sight.
      At about 4 PM Corporal Gleue from Kansas  said, "Mohar, come with me to the CP to deliver  this mail to the mail orderly".  It was quite a  bundle.  I don't refuse orders and I said, "that's  fine It'll coincide with my appointment with the  medics".  I remembered Italiano's desire for a  small holster and I told him I'd bring the one I  saw on the dead German.  Italiano was thankful.
   Cpl. Fred Gleue and I stepped out of the barn. A shell zipped in! It went over! Another shell came in  short of the barn! Then just as we were to cross the road through the hole in the rock wall, a shell hit  the black top!! Right in front of us!!  We dashed through the wall and across the road and into the  safety of the drain ditch. Ah Ha! they were  zeroing in! 3 rounds usually does it! The German army ain't dumb! What brought on the tank fire was  the antenna  on the half track. The Jerries can detect a radio signal and with the signal directions from  another point they can find the point of transmission by crossing a couple of lines on the map.  Where  the two lines cross, that's the target! That's  the half track which was parked on the side away from the German observers.  The firing stopped after  three rounds.
       I had gotten my Paregoric and was at the Company headquarters dug out when the tank opened up  for effect.  I stood there watching! I heard the ambulance siren wail and it begin backing out of it's dug  in position.  Then I saw a puff of colored dust rise from the barn and another. Lord almighty! A direct hit! How  about my buddies I thought? They were nearly eliminated!  The first shells  missed the barn. Several ran out.  Carpenter or Chapman ran out and got a large leg wound. He ran back in the barn  as the shell hit the house and was killed.  We lost 8 dead and 11 wounded.   A wipeout of my platoon.
    I went over to the medics to see just who were wounded. One of them was Paul I.  Thome.  He asked if I could run to the house and  get his musette bag which contained his personal possessions- and mostly the diary and writing kit. I ran back to the barn and found the kit and before  he could leave for the hospital,  I gave it to him.  Then I heard other stories about their miraculous escape. Both Sudell and Thome were close to one small window which led to the Ell where the  half-track was parked.  I don't know which one went out the window first but   Sudell and Thome escaped most of the shrapnel from the shell which hit in the opposite corner making a  complete shambles of the place.  Cpl. Harrower was using the phone to the medics when Carpenter or Chapman ran in with his leg wound. He was wrapped up in telephone cord when I saw him dead there.  Others were strewn about in what had to be a frantic  moment.  One GI was missing. His name was TILLIE.  I don't know where he was from. He had curly black hair  and was wearing a GI colored sweater his wife had knitted for him for a Christmas present.  I thought he was acting strange at  times. He enjoyed ripping open old pistols and kinda laughing at his own ineptitude in replacing all the  parts. Old "Barracks Bag Tanner" did the same thing.  When I was searching for Thome's musette bag I  noticed pistols strewn here and there. I wanted a .45 for my own use. My MO however forbade the  carrying of one, but who's gonna ask me that stupid question, "Does your MO require a side arm?"
    The next morning I dared to go into the barn to find a .45. I  picked up several.  You couldn't believe the damage that artillery shell did! I tried several Pistols and they were absolutely so mangled that the clip wouldn't eject nor would the slide work because the shrapnel beat them as if they were  ran over by a freight train! Ah ha! I spotted a webbed pistol belt in the rubble under neath where the shell hit with most force. I yanked on  the pistol belt.  It was on Tillie's body! I left the scene and  went to the Lieutenants dug out and said, "Lieutenant, I think I found Tillie's body in the rubble". Tillie was listed as missing in action up to that point.  The Lieutenant sorta gruffly said,  "Then get a stretcher and take those cooks and bring him out". "Hell That ain't my job!",  I muttered to myself. It was the job of the GRO( Grave registration Officer). I was then introduced to Luther McLean and two cooks. I think this was when I first met McLean. He gave me the nick name of BING. I was always singing the songs of a forlorn lost love.
      We took the stretcher and dashed across the road into the barn.  We placed the stretcher near the rubble under which Tillie was buried.  I scraped away some of the debris,  I found the sweater material  and grabbed a handful and gave a hefty heave to lift the body out of the rubble.  Out he came  but--ugh! he was soooo mangled that his face fell off and a sickening stench arose. Yikes!  McLean  and the cooks all left the scene gagging and actually urping outside.  I had a stronger gut for that  scene I guess , but I couldn't stand the stench either.  I left the stretcher there and went out for fresh  air. The cooks and Mclean refused to do more of the loading. They used the "f' word in very great  emphasis. Mclean was a Cpl.--I was a buck ass private--so I just took deep breaths as if diving for  pearls, I reentered the barn and gave another yank and another breath and another yank to get the  body closer to the stretcher.  Finally I was able to load the body on and somehow we either got used to  the odor or the odor subsided enough to be tolerated, I am telling you that none of the Mink shit I ever  handled on the mink farm came even close to being as horrible as the stench from a human body!
         Tillie was just about a day old under the rubble.  We left the body on the stretcher to be picked up  by the GRO as soon as they could.  That day was March 8th of 1944. It was spring time and the  weather was getting warmer by the day.  Not good for dead bodies.  I have always wanted to find the  family of Tillie to tell them I was the last guy to see his body and that I tried to be as reverent as I could  under the circumstances in handling a fellow platoon member. I hardly knew him but I understood that  he had a family of about four children at home. If I could find that family, I'd like to tell them before I am  unable to tell them.

      So as bad as dysentery was for me, it finally SAVED MY LIFE or from being maimed.  I would have  been in that barn.  Where else? I might have been the Tillie I mentioned, or Italiano or Harrower and  one of the other 8 who were killed. The devastation from that shell was horrific!  We were sent cooks  and drivers from the rear echelon to bring up our strength temporarily  They hated that!.  I think this is  the time we got a lot of new replacements.  I seem to remember George Horton, James Anderson,  Archbold, Brese. CPL. Mclean became my squad leader.
  It was a very dumb thing to do to seek the shelter of a barn and especially a barn behind which was  parked a half-track with a radio antenna maybe glistening in the sun!
    We all were then ordered to dig individual dug outs in the bank of the drain ditch. Mac (McLean)  and I dug ours together. I remembered how my Dad made a cellar for keeping the potatoes and canned  fruit from freezing back home on the farm. I insisted on having the opening made on an angle so that a  shell would hit us in the legs if it was a close round. We made a top out of whatever was handy. We  laid a shelter half over it and then heaped all the dirt on it the roof could hold.  Mclean was part devil!   When the Jerries tried to annihilate us with a barrage of mortars or artillery shells, we'd dash for the  opening to our dug out.  Some of the rounds missed our dug out by as little as ten   feet!  Mac would deliberately get into the opening and stay there till my face was on his ass pressing  and shoving and then some how he'd muster up a fart right in my face! Then he'd let me in and sit in the  corner of the dug out with his knees up under his chin and laugh and laugh. I'd call him a dirty son of a  bitch and I wanted to punch his grinning face lots of times--there's no humor like sick humor.  Mac had buck teeth and they'd shine like a rabbits
teeth.
     "Moon" (John) Mullins nick named him "Little Beaver" but it didn't stick for long--It made Mac too  danged mad and he was awful hot headed for his size!  "Mooney" was too small to keep it up!   Mooney was from the New York  area--with a Brooklyn accent.  He was the virgin of the bunch. He was the first in the platoon to be awarded the Bronze star.  That bugger went out over the open field to deliver a message to a line  company when the phone lines went out in broad day light! The whole time he was under the scrutiny  of a sniper!
       Water was running out of the banks of the ditch.  Once I saw Barrack bag Tanner scoop
  up some water from the drain to add to his ration of dried cereal. That stuff comes in a Ten in One  ration with sort of a powdered milk on the flakes. Tanner didn't get the shits from that water but he  should have. You'll read why.
     Mac and I on a nice clear day in March decide we'd like to explore the drain ditch up to the Line  companies not far from us, I took my .45 just to test fire it. I shot up the creek to see if the pistol was in  operating condition. I could almost see the bullet fly out of the barrel. It has a very slow muzzle velocity  and the bullet had very little range up the creek. We found a submerged 60 mm mortar that was  abandoned probably by the rangers.  Then a bit further was the bridge where we always crossed in the  night time.  A view of it in the day time helped me to keep my bearings. A bit up from the bridge was  the reason I thought Tanner might get the GI shits!!  Four dead Jerries partly in and out of the water!   Mac said," Now DON'T tell the Lieutenant or he'll make you pick them up". I looked in the pockets of  the Jerries and I took a few badges and a belt buckle and some pictures and post cards.  We moseyed  up the drain and found a jeep over the bank. The battery was gone and the head lamps.  That's what  Mac wanted maybe to have light in our dug out. Actually we were hoping to find a stray Luger.  We  came back to our dug out. I wrote notes on the backs of the postcards and the Lieutenant saw my  LOOT. He asked where I got these post cards and pictures and I told him a white lie.
    Next day, The Lieutenant came to my dug out and said, "come with me up the creek." He had a "DOG  ROBBER" by the name of BECKER.  I had to go kinda like 'riding shot gun'. Now he'd see the dead  Germans in the creek! When we got near the bridge the Lieutenant stopped short as he spotted the  dead Jerries. In a half whisper, he said, "Look Dead Jerries!"! He tossed a glance at me. "You knew this  yesterday when I asked didn't you?" I didn't deny it. Then he said, "you get those cooks and a  stretcher and pick 'em up!"--just as Mac said, I'd have to do if he found the dead bodies. When I came  back to my dug out, I found some pieces of wood and I dug a hole in the bank I made a square wooden tube and stuck it in the bank to collect water to trickle so we could be assured of having fresher water right out of the dirt. I figured it shouldn't be contaminated.  Except not far from the  bank was a downed German bomber.
      Speaking of bombers.  A German Messerchmidt was hit on a raid over the harbor.  It came down with  engines screaming revving up as it dove to earth.  The pilot did not eject.  About a couple hundred feet  form our dug  out it hit the marshy land plunging deep into the marsh--pilot and all.  The only thing left on top was  the wing tips and the tail. The fuselage entirely was buried.  Swallowed.  The loose marshy soil closed  in on it.  Most likely it is still in the earth. I'd like to go see what the Italian farmer of today did in that  area.
      I had to pick up those dead bodies which were now in the blue bellied stage. The buttons were  ripping from the pressures of the gas in side. I rolled one body out of his position partly submerged in  sand. His hand had been in the sand for whatever length of time he lay there.  When I pulled on his arm  to free it, the flesh fell off the bones of his hand.  I surely didn't --bet on it! I surely didn't pick that flesh  up! That's why I made the fresh water supply--and I wondered how come Barrack bag Tanner didn't  come down with the GIs.  That water was a loaded with germs.
  This will end the saga of the dysentery because the paregoric treatment worked and I was saved to finally experience what a hard turd defecation felt like! Ahhhh! how such small pleasures would be  better than cookies from home.
     We left the CAMPO MORTO to go back up front into our same foxholes we left a few days earlier.  After a stay on the lines we were brought back,  Things changed for the family. The baby died and the  old man was killed as he sat by the fire.  A shell finally hit the window out of which smoke emanated. I  sat on his rock many time before on the other trips.

      Mc Lean and I were sent out to a bridge not far from Campo Morto to guard and to blow up if the  word came down. The engineers had explosives placed ready to blow the bridge if the German army  decided to counter attack and make a successful penetration up to that point. Mac and I stayed in a  covered fox hole with the plunger to detonate the TNT. We were ordered to blow the bridge after our  last tank retreated.  The big German push was anticipated.  Out in the fields were large long horned  white cows (animals like Texas steers).  Some were maimed terribly with legs dangling.  We decided it  would be a humane act if we would put those with dangling legs out of their misery by shooting them.   We left the fox hole momentarily to do the job.  We exposed ourselves. Our humane act while we were  walking to get close enough for a deadly shot to the head, almost was a tragedy for us when a  sniper's bullets came zinging by. We retreated to the fox hole.
  I wanted to scout around the bridge to check out the position of the explosives. I saw them attached to the bridge main support. I crossed the water staying as much as possible out of sight. On the other side of the bridge in a fox hole I saw a dead GI. In the stories previously written I am out of chronological order. I wrote about all the dead we had handled etc., but this scene was about the time the German army was deciding to make an all out effort to shove us off the beach head.
    The dead GI was on guard on the other side of the bridge .A patrol must have ventured that far behind our lines and left him there dead. He was laying on his rifle. The muzzle close to his face which now was very ashen. The GRO might have missed him somehow.
   I was suddenly in full realization that I was in the fray for real  and that I must prepare my soul for whatever hereafter there was offered. Seeing this dead GI was the deciding factor. So at the first opportunity I visited our Chaplain Father Hanely .I asked him a lot of questions. I knew I had been baptized in the Catholic faith and I did in fact consider myself a Catholic. However now I was quite stained and I new I had to be clean to achieve everlasting life. It was the only thing left to cling to here on this beachhead.
     Father Hanley gave me some prayer books and a small missalette to understand better the Mass. He gave several basic prayers for me to learn by rote, I say them even today. I visited Father Hanley regularly after that. He asked if I could produce baptismal documents and I wrote home for them. When he saw the document that I actually was a Catholic, he gave back the document which I treasured so highly I couldn't take the chance of keeping it with me, so I sent it back to my family. Father Hanley sort of took me under his care. After the war he took all his catechists to be confirmed by the Archbishop of Salzburg. He had a truck load.
      The next day or so at the bridge was another friendly fire incident.  One lone P40 or some such airplane, probably too, a P39, came up the road from the Jerry  side and let his 20 mm cannon pop off rounds, bouncing them off the road only a few feet from our  covered fox hole.  We were dug in at the very edge of the road.  He fired his other weapons and  scooted on.  Why the heck he did that I don't know unless it was an American plane piloted by a  German.  Not likely, but possible. I know it was a 20mm cannon round that was hitting the road ,but I am unable to really confirm that the fighter was American except it did have American markings.

      Rations were brought to us.  Some goof ball back in the rear echelon sent us a can of water in which  there had been gasoline.  Not the best cocktail you ever drank! Mac and I had the time to get  acquainted.  We unloaded our woes on each other. I learned that Mac was a 'regular army' enlistee.  He  had enlisted voluntarily in the early 30's prior to Pearl Harbor. He was a spunky red headed soldier with  as much battle experience as any 3rd member could have had up to that point. He made the original  landings in Africa, Sicily and saw bitter combat crossing the Volturno. Mac was one of only two of our  Platoon who didn't get a purple heart.  He was very wary of danger and acted quickly for life  preservation .A good man to watch, I thought- and I did.

     That bridge duty was followed by or preceded the big push the Germans launched. I was placed  further up the road with a young man from Virginia named James T Anderson.  We nicknamed him "Agreeable  Andy" because you could never get an argument out of him.  He'd concur rather than waste dialogue  on a worthless subjects which we tossed at each other as we became better acquainted. Andy  remembers when we cried together as we watched the war going on around us.  We were dug in along  side a road in a rear guard type position. I had the usual miserable GI shits which required frequent  'dumps' right out in the open in front of God and everyone and the possible sight of the German  snipers.
   "Andy" came to the beach head  2/2/44. His first recollections of me is when we were assigned a detail to sand bag a culvert for a forward Command post for the officers. I can't recall that particular detail--there were so many similar nights and details.
    Andy smoked heavily, I thought, and I can still see his quivering hands holding a butt. He was one of the outstandingly loyal to duty GIs in our platoon. Of course I can say that about anyone of our platoon members. Some came and went so quickly there was no chance to get better acquainted.
      When days were spring like and beautiful, the open skies brought the Air Force out in full strength.   Bomber after Bomber squadrons came from lower Italy over us and unloaded their bombs on the  German position.  Ack ack from their side was effective in many cases.  As a Plane was shot down we'd  shout as if they could hear us to "JUMP JUMP". Then we'd count the number of parachutists which  ejected from the burning Bomber. We learned that the B17 had about as many as the B24 Liberator. The  B26's had fewer men and B25s had about a half a crew. Those parachutists landed in enemy territory  and the war was ended for them except now they had to with stand   all our artillery till they were taken to a prison camp in the rear to face a starvation in a stalag somewhere.
   I recall seeing   one lone Liberator Bomber which lagged behind a squadron.  It entered a white cloud alone and in  the only cloud. I watched for it to come out of the other side. Instead it fell from the bottom of the cloud  coming down   like a maple leaf on its belly swirling in a circle as it fell. Not one of the crew jumped out! Not one! I  imagined that the "g forces" of the spinning plane kept them pinned against the fuselage or in their  seat belts and or the doors couldn't open because of the "g forces". The B 24 Liberator is identifiable because it has a twin tail and rudders. It smashed down on its belly  and exploded into smithereens.  The crew must have been scattered in pieces and join those GIs in the  tomb of the unknown.
      On that same day or the next, our Air Force sent more bombers over.  You could easily see the muzzle  blasts of the German Ack Ack guns and I wondered why our guns weren't trained on those blasts to  knock 'em out. Ha! Easier said than done. The sky was blotched with puffs of exploding rounds.  For  the number of rounds shot, though, you'd think the Germans would hit our bombers more often.  Those  they did hit were enough for us to lose. One squadron of B17s flew over the target in front of us and dropped their loads of Bombs.  One lone B17 in the same formation went over and circled back with the squadron and OVER US dropped  it's load into a clump of trees where we had stashed ammo. Several Tanks were in the woods hiding.
  The bombs hit the dump and some of the tanks! Why? There were all kinds of colors rising from the  woods as different ammo exploded.  Again, "Why?"  I can only think of one thing--the bomb bay's  controls malfunctioned and delayed a drop.  Another "friendly fire" incident.

      Those days and nights were when the German army was trying to shove us off the beach head. There was intense exchange of all sorts of firepower. The 88's fired at targets behind us.  They were eerie to say the least to hear the round zing over head.  The 88 really was  a large rifle. It could fire a round into your hip pocket at a distance of several miles if it was aimed  directly.  The trajectory was flat as an rifle bullet.  The muzzle velocity was most likely above an M1  rifle.  Time after time it was necessary to brave the rounds to take care of nature's calls due to  dysentery--the worst gosh danged thing that could happen to a GI except a wound.

      We slept huddled in our hole, one guy on guard and one guy resting.  We had only our over coats  for outside wear.  Long johns and ODs and wet boots.  A string of prisoners was herded by. I spotted  one German soldier who had a blanket. I got out of my hole and ripped it off his arm! I still have that life  saving blanket! It had a three corner tear which I repaired with my GI sewing kit. Their issue blankets are  made out of Mohair or some other than wool.  We were warmer that night.   On occasions like this I would rip off the insignias from a prisoner for a souvenir. I lost all those on  the way to Rome.  I comforted myself with the knowledge that there will be more souvenirs later. And there  certainly were more opportunities.
    The big German push was held back in this sector. The orders came to move somewhere else to another threatened sector. We marched all night on empty stomachs. I had to fall out of line time after time because of you know what. Somewhere near our new sector we saw a 6x6 loaded with ammo get a direct hit. It went up in smithereens. The driver couldn't have possibly made it out of that blast.

 

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